What's your point!?

I have been bursting at the seams for a long while now. Having a burning message on the tip of my tongue and unable to form it into intelligent speech. It's so close that it makes me want to cry out in frustration, "Kriminy! What are the words that I am looking for?!"
It's huge on the inside of me! Pushing me to organize my thoughts enough to get it out.... must somehow get the message out. My heart feels full of something that I don't think I could explain in neither 3 words nor 547.
But I have to try because if I don't let a little bit out then I'm just a paper weight.

"What's your point?!"That's it.... That. Is. It.
What is YOUR point?
I finally know what mine is...
My point for being here.
On this planet.
In this state.
In this neighborhood.
At this church.
Why I'm alive at this moment....
I know my point. My reason for being here. My calling.
I have my own place to fill that only I can fill. I have people to reach that only I can reach. There are words for ME to speak that only I can speak...in the right setting, to the right person, for that certain situation. He (capital 'H'e) needs me.
I am THE Church.
I am Jesus.
I look different but I am Him. I will allow Him to flow through me. He has been misunderstood so many many times. Grace is not yet fully understood. The "Good News", in so many people's lives, has been preached incorrectly! I am here to help Jesus clarify His message to all who will listen.
Jesus is God. God is love. Grace is alive!
I am not wandering around aimlessly in life. I am not a mother simply because I had the right parts. I am raising compassionate, understanding leaders. Jason is still my husband because we both have an undeniable gut feeling that we are a part of the same whole. We are a team. We are one flesh. (and the other half of me is currently, at this very minute, plunging the toliet in the bathroom) Soul mates we are.... (He just came out of 'said' bathroom saying, "Got a bat stuck in the belfry if you know what I mean.") Awesome, he is.... :)
God use me in the home and workplace, in the school or store. Anywhere that a light or friend or shoulder is needed, use me. Till I breathe my last breathe on this ball of dirt I will strive to be available for your use; for your plan to fit into my plans.
I am content with God's calling for my life.
His calling for me.....is to be 'me'.
I am happy with that.
I know my point.
What's yours.....?